Fear

“I have spent my whole life scared, frightened of things that could happen, might happen, might not happen. 50 years I spent like that, finding myself awake at three in the morning. But you know what? Ever since my diagnosis, I sleep just fine. What I came to realize is that fear — that’s the worst of it. That’s the real enemy. So, get up, get out in the real world and you kick that ba***** as hard you can right in the teeth.” - Walter White, Breaking Bad

OMG
This is so me.
Fear runs my life.
I am powerless in the face of it.
I have absolutely no belief in myself.
I keep looking for a way to be different.
Intellectually I know that I'm the only one who can change me, fix me, save me.
But I just can't seem to make it happen.

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